boring holiday again

do i make a good choice? stay bec at penang and work only for part time.. really so free... and the ms sue hvn reply me anything, again and again, she said she wil email me giving me the task... but she never do so... hope can hear her good news asap.. i found myself not speaking for one whole day... really scare i got schizophrenia, especially after watching the black swan, i really hv a feel like being of the character inside.. lol, dont scare myself...
the new room that i stay now is really unsafe, and now come the new neighbors stay at the other rooms... and they are mat salleh! hope they are friendly, i really scare someday they break in my room and grab wat ever valuable things that i hv, of course include this laptop...
i wil going home this week, and next week wil change room, for the safety purpose, and of course, stay away from those irritating ants...

qing ming is coming

so emo this few days... quiz, assignments, exam, work, temple... all rush in my mind... sadly something hv been sacrificed for these... from a positive view, i can say that it was a relief for not being so emo and angry with some little matter with him, and from a negative view, i feel like i owe him that i hv to paid him in chance... so exam is coming, together with qing ming, all looks very miserable to me... hope i can be strong enuf to handle all kind of challenges in future...

受不了